the final week
of finals week
final. final. final. I think its all pretty much final after this.
I got so much great material for a webseries called The Douchey Professor; starring my music history teacher. I really want to write his real name because I love the nerdy cadence of it. but that’s just not that nice. I think I’ve done enough damage already by taking notes on him in his class.
I might have some carpal tunnel in my brain.
Getting displaced a lot around the holidays is starting to get to me. I called Big and I missed him real hard. I got daring. not that playful at all. oh well. I feel lonely. that’s all. and that’s honest. And I wonder if that’s why I call him or why I confess my heart out at 1AM. I can tell I might totally freak him out. I’ve also concluded sometimes I could possibly, actually be crazy.
But then I came back to reality and I realized that I am not some one who tends to get this hung up on people. Like, I see people. I just don’t really ……. love those other people. I don’t want to run out west just to be with them & have a fuckin weed garden and I write all my poetry about the mountains for those years of my life. and about love.
we’d have a food garden too, I hope.
Talking Spook Talk; I have an Uncle Kevin the friendly Car Ghost, who my friend Sarah Flann confirmed. Tom insists I develop my own car fragrance line called “Year Old Beer” for Women for Cars.
Our charts compared are pretty solid. scoff if you must, weedy witchcraft. but its magnetic man. historic. them greeks. we read their philosophy and laugh at their astrology? its mythical.
subliminal
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