and its killin me
wallet and soul
I don’t even want to look at my bank account right now. And all I ate was an apple today. But hey, you know what they say…
The inspiration has been priceless though, and the future ahead in it, unfolding. I’m hopping off the mystical pony right now to bring it to you straight.
I don’t even know if I want this job that I’m interning for. I like it- I could love it. But its not exactly the field that I’m interested in. Could I? Get interested? Yeah. Hell yeah. But do I want to pursue that kind of “art field”? Only slightly.
Media Art is more what I’m geared at. That’s what 250 is going to be. http://www.twofiftystuios.com is the domain name I’ve been hunting after.
and I’ll share this moment with you – I’m the happiest girl right now.
of course I just signed up for it. paid less than ten bucks- hope its not a scam. psssh, you people who say stoners don’t do anything…
I forgot what I was saying! yes – the professional world and living in the city… the Carrie Bradshaw thing. Except not in Manhattan. We probably have the same fucking model of mac though – mine is prehistoric & sometimes I think the people at the gallery judge me for it. but I don’t care about that. I care that they’re the kind of people that would judge me for it. and the kind of people that judge anything. or get mad when the internet is bad. or just too mad too fast for any kind of silly reason at all. hell – the only wordpress experience I even have is updating this thing.
it may go without saying it was a tough day at the office. lol. just as a saying.
but it made me think of something – when we allow some one to treat us badly, even just once… it gives them permission to keep doing it. When we don’t have some kind of adverse reaction – like say its our boss. or its our hottie older Mr. Biggs.. what do you do? well I’d take it. I did. twice in one week. haha. almost twice in a weekend.
and its not good. there needs to be a lot more self worth that I have for myself. like I’d just get down real quick on myself. like that I ACTUALLY DID do something horrifically wrong, or too strange. that I’m not accepted.
But you know what? I just bought twofiftystudios.com and that’s the most awesome thing of the night.
so sucka later